today sec 1 orientation

2011 the start of a new year, everything changes including my blog hahas! however, i don tink that i will be posting alot for the next few months till o level is over. so yap..... the sec 1 came today . they somehow seem innocent to me . lots of things happen to me recently. only those who are close to me will know it. so have been feeling a bit crazy in my thinkings. so please forgive me when you think that i am talking a bit overboard.quite troubled now worrying over exams and family life. things are getting complicated in my life. now, i am slowly not understanding whats life is about. i am lossing the goal of my life. recently, one of my close friend committed suicide . although i don't really know what she did it..... but i am sure she must be suffering a lot. really miss her. she has a very good character who actually helped me a lot when i needed her help . always thinking of others before her. i will always remember her and put her in my heart..... miss you alot my good friend. hope that you will lead a happy life in another world.
sometimes i wonder whats life in the other world about. is it really very happy and dreamy in the other world?
maybe one day i will find out.....
although family life is a failure, i still hope that school life will go well....

for these few months lots of things had happen ... both sad and happy. sometimes, i really don't understand what my parents are thinking. they always do things without caring about my feelings. i really felt that i am just living by myself as most of the time i am alone. friends are of limited help to me. they can't really help me solve any problems at all. will be going to malaysia on the 26 nov. during the trip, i will sort out my feelings ...... this holiday really rest alot doing my favourite stuff. enjoying it tho... okays enough of bloging i gotta go to school now.

Time to blog again!!!
Long time i have never blog. Had been busy for these few months! just went for SJAB AGI had to stand for 1 hr 30 mins...... wow really very long time huh? hahas! this holiday had a rest finally! really happy! thats why i had the time to blog.......
changing my phone this holiday! hope that i will get a better and nicer phone ! daddy pls get me a good phone! hahas
korean dramas really had the power to touch people! the actors and actresses can really get into the drama emotions... making people cry! hope that all the actors and actresses can get the spirit of them! good luck !!!!
end of year is coming soon..... had to work hard! this holiday had a lot of holiday home work...... must complete it as soon as possible! had meet some of my old friends this holiday! really feeling great! this holiday.... i had learn to cherish everything i had and be happy with it! do not be greedy or u will lose more! looking forward to the mass Cpr event ! singapore record at vivocity! i am sure that this event will be very fun!
hope that i will be happy and smile everyday!

yesterday just emcee with dhurga for the prefect investiture. haiz... damn busy nowadays...today going to host another group of foreigners again ! somehow quite excited!
nothing else to post. kays bye!

today is more of a relaxing day. woke up at 11 then meet ms chong, jess , divya and rajini at breeks to discuss about sjab camp. we order drinks and it taste quite okay. but i thought that mine was quite sweet. hahas!!! then we saw mr rethi and he came to sit with us. we talk about pink his favourite colour . forcing the sec 1 to have a pink file. hahas my batch. we did laugh at his jokes or words . thats all for today........ oh ya!!! to people who want to ask me to go out, i might not be able too as my mum would definitely not allow me too go out. plus, i am damn busy.....sry. perhaps during the next holiday.:D

yay! tomorrow the last day of school. holiday had a really packed schedule. practically no time to rest. today is considered fun. played stress, cheat,21 dots (black jack) and murderer. damn fun. played during biology for 2 hrs. long right....... hahas too back POA pupils can't enjoy. today almost got tricked by erica for saying that today will release at 12 due to mdm koh's farewell party. hahaas! anyway, later i will be going back to school for vietnam meeting. at around 7. the vietnam pupils will come during july. not really excited about hosting but the fun with vietnamese students. quite scared as i did not host any students before.
write till here today cause there is nothing left for me to write. byeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its such a long time i have stop blogging. hahas lots of stuff happen during this long period .Especially the sad stuff. LOTS......... exams results is not satisfying....... did not expect to have so lousy results. almost cried in class. but luckily i still have close friends like jess, erica and many more who cared for me. jess especially had indeed gave me lots of encouragement before my bio exams as i had difficulties memorising the stuff. almost had a brain dead after the gruelling exams.
thanks to my america, California, friend too. thanks alot BloodRedSin!!!! although we chat through internet, but i could sense your caring heart towards me thanks. thank you daddy mommy , even though you had know my results, you did not scold me yet surprisingly encouraged me to work even harder. i will as i had promised to work even harder.

yesterday had BBQ with sjab members. had FUN!!!!!! hahas:) took lots of photos and happy that ppl praised that the food i had BBQed is niced. we played dog and bone and three legged at east coast paark it is damn fun. rajipuni.......... u had tied the rope reallt too hard. haha my annkle really hurts. had difficulty in walking now. maybe tomorrow will be better.
on the way back home yesterday, jess is really funny and blur. she slept in the bus. then after we got out, she walk the wrong way. hahas 1st thing. 2nd thing, we went to uncle tibits to buy sweets. i bought sour mix mentos. and she bought fruit plus. the cashier told me to pay 80 cents instead, jess replied her" huh? aunty wo mei you 8 mao." i was like shocked and told her, the aunty is talking to me. hahas:) the 3rd thing, we walked to bus interchange..... we met gopal our sjab senior. he asked if np sells fish porrige and jess heard it as free porrige. the LAST thing when jess reached to her bus stop, she hit a guy. hahas you all should have seen the expression. it is damn funny.
because of her, i had been thinking of it whole day long and ended up laughing to myself. my mom thoughtt that i went mad due to stress from exam marks. almost brought to mental hospital. jess all thanks to u!!!!!!
thats all for today byeeeeee:D