finally came to post again

had been through lots of events during this period of time. came back from nco camp. wat a torture is that camp. but on the other hand, had made a number of friends. those friends were the ones who will help you when u are in trouble or whenu really need help. i also when to my aunt's house. played cluedo with my cousins and their girlfriend. that game is real fun!! should try playing if u haven't . fall in love with the song cha soo kyung from cruel temptation theme song. that song let me thought about my life. reallylife is torturous. some people who appears nice, actually can be the one who backstab u causing to be ........ from hearing of all of the experiences my family faces and the problems i have gone through. i only can say that never trust anyone even the one who u like greatly as they may be the one who hurt u the most.
i really thank my mom for her chrismas gift. mom, i really like it alot.

to people who one to know the feeling of hurt. it is like being in the darkness with no light being shone. only u are there to save yourself. no one an save u. all the things u can't tell anyone. its secret that can really be hard to keep.even if u want to say, it is difficult.

i want to say sorry to ***** *** for not telling u the truth.... i have being regretting it for years.. . i don"tknow if u will read my blog but i am truely sorry.
u must be hating me alot. for my chrismas wish, i hope that u will forgive me.

i am back from torture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just came back from bnco course. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so the damn tiring. everybody herre ache there ache. keep on kanna scolding. have to run here and march there. want to die liao. once i reach back home, its already 10+.and i woke up at5. it is totally shit. still have to go for exam which is sat. and the camp which is from 17 - 20. i am going to die soon. but this camp alos quite fun lar. got made quite a no. of new friends. after nco pass out ceremony, i am promoted!!! to become a non-commissioned officer. then maybe next year will go to anco. my grp columba rocks!!!!! keep on get scolding because i don noe why too. the officers damn fierce. give orders quite complicated.but, it doesn't matter now. i had gone through the training already. ya!!!!! now only hope that the camp is fun. the camp fire theme is gaga night. quite excited. now, my whole body is in pain so will post more when i feel okay. byeeeeee

so happy!!!

today, i spent time at home wrapping my textbooks for school. yesterday, i went to watch 2012 with qiao. that show totally rocks , quite touching too. (being emotional now haha) then i went to mac with qiao and her mom. we chat for a while then went to library . just receive my bnco news..... so worried..... yesterday i also had a quarrel with my mom. haiz.. shall not elaborate anyway, i don think so that anyone can understand my feelings. how i wish that i an have someone with me to talk to. if there is no one i am really afraid that i will turn crazy and go to quiet mode. which means talking to no one at all. okay lets change subject ... if not it is gonna to be boring.

i heard ppl saying that new moon is nice to watch and some they say that it is not nice. maybe i will not the movie in cinema but wait till it is upload on youtube. i feel like watching a horror movie. is there anyone who wants to invite me to watch a horror show in vcd or dvd form? tag in my tag board if u want to .next week will be my bnco camp. wish me goodluck!!!!

flag day!!!

Today went to st john hq. damn tired had to wake up at 5.30 am!!! we went there to count the total amount of money for flag day our schoolhad collected. haiz... another 20 days to bnco camp damn frekking!!! my mum is there chasing me to stop using com. so i will update more tomorrow!!!




see u and stay tune to my blog.haha!:D

life as usual

today as usual stayed at home doing nothing as there is really nothing for me to do. i am now helping to do housework .Later might accompany my mum to singapore expo for john little sales. ya! might be going to watch movie with qiao .so happy! at home i had being thinking about my future life, what i really want to become. now, i still had not come to a conclusion. haha let me have my happy thinking now

byeeeee!!!!

books day!!!

today went to buy my school textbooks. wah! damn heavy . i thought that i am going to die soon of the weight. haha thanks for my dad help, i manage to survive. yesterday i went back to school for flag day. which is asking ppl to donate money. i went to yishun, sembawang, admirity and khatib. it is damn tiring, being under the sun for the whole day worstill need to smile at people for the whole morning like as if i am begging them for money. next time when i see ppl like me asking for donation using tin, i must donate at least a 10 cent as it is really very tring for ppl to ask for money and being rejected somehow. yesterday while asking for donation, i got a chance to look at people expression and the way peple walk. some it is really very funny. haha shall keep the joke to myself. i was lucky enough to see erica at khatib when i was asking people for donation.



Did anybody watch singapore idol yesterday. wow! i think that this year singapore idol rocks compared to last year. i really think that there might be a chance for a female singapore idol this year as the two female Tabitha nauser and sylvia ratonel are great. one is pretty , able to express her performance greatly and the other is good at singing infact, i think that her singing is the best.

lokking forward to a female singapore idol!!!:D okay, now is movie session. i really want to watch 2012. can anybody accompany me to watch. call me if anybody want to watch with me. oh ya ! i also want to watch the movie case 39 it looks nice to watch when i see the preview.

this is the end of the post today hope that all my friends and school mates will enjoy this school holiday!!!!

blogged

okay so far at home doing nothing. just created a facebook account and twitter too for the sake of fun. trm going for flag day ask ppl to donate money. haiz.. hope that it will be fun trm.

see u.

i am back

wow vietnam is real cool!!! there is loads of fun there. i know i had no tbeing updating my blog lately . it is because i am having a great fun in vietnam. i really am promoting the next batch of pupils or sch mates to go. u will really not regret. there are also lots of interesting stories there among my frenzs. shall not eleborate. haha curiousity!! i am now at home resting .

to Hanh : u are a real good buddy. i will cherished the moment with u . looking forward next year in seeing u!!:D

flying to vietnam soon

yesterday night watch movies with my parents at causeway point. the movie is call " poker king". the movie is really FUNNY:D !!!!!! highly recommended. had dinner at a restaurant called
i forgot the name nvm forget about it. it is quite nice. now packing my stuff to vietnam haha.
mmmm maybe when i come back then i will say about the trip to vietnam




post will end here today byeeeeees!!!!!!!

in music mode currently

yes i am watching movie tonight so happy:D haha. just know the classes that i am going. I feel so sad that some of my good friends will be going to other classes. saying about this i am in the verge of crying.for the reflection of this year, i think that it is not that bad at least for this year, i had more outing with my good friends.

to qiao : i really appreciated the time we are together. u are really a great friend who cheer people up. although we have some clashes during the year, but it is a process that every good friends will go through. i will continue to cherish the moment with u .

to jess: all year long, u are the person that i have spent the most time together as we have the same cca and we usually walk back home together doing cca projects. i will forever remember the time we spent together from primary to secondary u are a close friend to me without u, i may fail in many things. thanks for listening to my problems faced at home encouraging me ,giving me the strength to move on in life.

to mei jin : u are a great friend whom i can talk to . from sec 1, the moment i saw u, i felt that we had a certain closeness which cannot be describe using words. the time spent at your home doing homework, playing watching video, is really a great time. thank you for giving me such happiness.

to mei yu: during lessons time, i always turn my head to look at u when i am bored and need someone to talk to . this had actually become a habit for me. i wonder how i can change the habit when u are not beside me. the time spent baking cake together is really great and fun. i also enjoy spending time with your family members like your sis,auntie and uncle.with our little secret. i really hope that we can continue like this forever.

to shi min: although for this year we did not spent as much time together as last year, but it still did not disturb our relationship. we still talk together during recess and after school, watching movies together and doing little shopping. having birthday parties. it is really a great time spending with u . our connection is watching videos drama. i will never forget that.

to ling shan: after chatting with u during chinese dance and recess, i had also develop friendshipness with u . we had watch movie together and planned to sing ktv. really u help me alot in life that giving me advices for life when i have trouble in times. thanks alot.

to erica: last year, i did not really chat with u . but for this year, i am real lucky to be able to meet u. and talk to you. u are really a great table mate giving me encouragement at times like asking me to jia you during exams. hearing to my problems faced in studies helping me out. really a great thanks. although we do quarrel and hit each other, but all this brought us even closer. thanks alot.


to 2e1 classmates: although i may not talk to some of you much, but i still hope that we will all still continue to be schoolmate, friends.

this sunday i will be going to vietnam, so will not blog for about two weeks. hope that during this two weeks, i will have a fresh start learning more things that is important in life.

days days are they colourful???

on the 20th, had a war attack with cockroaches it is like horror to me. i don't really feel like describing the incident. so let me change the topic.before the war, i went to qiao min house to have fun. the best part is that we are splashing paint. then i also accidentally on the shower tap causing erica to be wet somehow. haha good job allie.
yesterday, stayed back for sjab had fun with floorball.
today jess is coming to my house to do a project hope that it will go well.

good luck to everybody with your lives haha!!!:D***********

yo hi i am here again

okay i am back. monday went out with jess mei jin mei yu and shi min have a great time. we went to amk hub bought some stuff. i have spent $28.haha
yesterday receive exams results. not very satisfying but it is too late to make any changes to my answers only can buck up for next year. jia you!!!:D
today no cca. .
i am currently looking forward to go to qiao min house on thursday. have a great time everyone!!!!!!!!!!

life today

today mostly stay at home to watch video. wanting to catch a movie at this moment haha. i want to watch the movie imagine that. the show is like so nice. mmmm currently resting so have a great time everyone. lastly i am going out with jess mei jin mei yu and shi min on monday. hope that it will be fun.








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rainy catchy

today is the official last day of exams. so happy. then stay back in sch to discuss abt a top secret. i and jess play in the rain, i mean walk home under the rain. it was like so cool. jess said we are like in high sch musical haha lol. then when back home on com.








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fun maniacy

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS IS ALMOST OVER LEFT ONLY WITH MATH.
SO LONG NEVER BLOG LIAO. QUITE MISS IT. it is like part of me. okay now is just time to enjoy.


have fun everybody!!!!!!!!party time!!!!!

*******i will forget u***

back agin

Yo Hi! I am back again to planet earth. Last few days had been thinking what i had done or accomplish for this year and i found out that it is actually nothing i had been wasting my time. i don really like this year as i just don like it. maybe it is because of teachers and the people in the class. i don like the class atmosphere. it just make it worse for my environment. and the teachers chosen for this year is ermm not very good.

i am officially sick

I AM SICK.!!!! i got a cold/flu. and a bit of throat problems. feel like lying on the mattress for the whole day. haiz. mum brought medcine for me and kept on asking if i have fever need this or that . it is as if i am a handicape. i am real tired from sneezing and drinking water.



god of healt pls save me. i do not want god of hell. i don noe if tmr i an go to sch anot. but i think i still have to go.


god bless me.


*********thnks for your concern zx *********

i am goin to fall sick or am i already

omg!!!! i got flu for the whole day. headaches coming NOW= a sore throat and cough. go to sch for prefect things. then stay at home for the rest of my time to rest. i am so tired today. for yesterday, went to the vietnam thingy. teachers are all funny. monday was a happy day for me i could not say as it is a top secret or meant to say surprise. i gave meijin a braclet bangle and mei yu a braclet. really hope that they like it.
although it to too late to post, i wish mei twin a HAPPY BELOVED BIRTHDAY. SWEET 14
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh save me the headache is back !!!!brain going to blast.

ingredients

today had 6 solid perioad off maths. it is really tiring but buck up everybody. i know all of us can do it! after school stayed back with my usual frenz chit chat here and there. quite relaxing and we all really laugh a lot. i am so excited about the holiday. end of todays blog. people please continue reading my blog.







































i really hate u and your bitchness pls change your habits this is to %%%%%%the person

cca

today sch is as usual tired and boring. mr tan ask us to stay but today but end up is on friday. thought that there will be vietnam meeting end up canceled. "thought" that there is chinese dance and it sure do have. hmmmmm am i creating a poem? omg talk to myself again. i am hopeless.chinese dance really is fun but can tire people out .when u go in, u can see that everybody is dead except for the dance teacher. i am really very tired. haiz... still hav loads of homework to do. should do it now
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good bye.








although u don see me, still, i wish u to have a happy life****^^^^^^^

life???

today when to mei jin ,mei yu house to play and do work. so happy. yesterday celebrate my mum birth day which is on 1 sep .when to down town east and see the new shopping center call e hub if i am not wrong. have fun there. when to a restaurant to eat seafood it is yummy. monday was the teachers day celebration. all the performance were great. can see that lots of effort is put in. then went to minitoons with jess brought present for my mum. [she like it a lot:)]then went back pri sch.






















i now only hope that that person will find his /her own &&&&&&&&&

moving things

today, my room was rearranged. i like it now,. it is so beautiful. maybe one day i will invite friends to my house. had tuition for sat and sun. and the games played during sjab was fun. it doesn't really suck actually. now while blogging in my room, i feel like as if i am in a princess imaginary world. i felt as if i am a child princess as my room now is filled will softtoys. and congrats to me ! i have a new cupboard and dressing table now. so happy:0 just got scolded by mum but nvm, it will never affect my mood as i am already used to her lousy scolding. tmr, going out to celebrate mom birthday which is on the 1 of sep. early huh.i will be damn busy for this few days. not in hw but sleep. as i now hav to adapt to a new room. haha just being lame.hope that people will continue reading my blog .



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it doesn't matter now if the ********does not look at me. as i have seen a brighter future ahead of me. thnks god !~u are really godness! hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life today funny???

today lessons as usual. boring. d&t lesson was the opposite as erica did some funny things. when mr toh was giving me qm and erica screws, erica just rush to get it and then when off. she forgot to take the screw driver. mr toh said that to me and qiao.haha. then after sch when np.it really rockz . wehy i kept on repeating it?










why that********still not looking at me..... am i really that ****

tuition tuition...

haiz!!!!!!!!! got tuition for both of my weekends. weekends is not like weekends. i still hav to study.for the past few weeks when mr tan is teaching abt graph, i don even know what the heck i am doing or mr tan teaching. hence i came to the point where i hate graphs. but now after tremendous self learning and tuitioning, i finally understand. i hav really been doing silly mistakes.













when ever will that ********see me....................

nice happy day for u & me

on friday, went to the camp fire. I think that the camp fire wasn't really enjoyable. it is because i did not know some of the cheers and there were echos when we are shouting. so some say slower some say faster. weird right???? BUT THE AFTER EVENT WAS INTERESTING. i and jess went to northpoint to buy some snack to eat. the new np ROCKS. it super man!!!!
we went to try the new ice cream at mac. it is okay quite nice. but we felt weird as we were wearing our pe t -shirt.every body was looking at us as if we were alien. that day was memorable as it is the first time i when out with jess till 10.or maybe 9+.anyway i saw jerica with her friend. quite fated huh?
omg!!!!!i almost forgot the most imp thing!!! before camp fire, i played captain ball with sjab members.the modified version. i was superb. i was screaming lke hell. everyone was like thinking that i had taken ecstacy. drugs??? haha so funny.

happy day

Morning come to sch at 6.30 2 nd last to arrive. the performance was fun. Especially doing it with qiao min ,Mei JIn ,mei yu, jesslyn, xuan qi, ruelia, diyanah. I felt that it was the best performance i had put up. not because of the dance but the process of all the meetings for this cme project.
Had chinese oral today, the examiner was quite good and funny.
had a great day.

the 1st post of story

Happy that i officially have a nice new blog. today, a tune had been stuck in my head since the morning."lalalalaelmos world x3" wit the pitch going higher and higher. feeling that i am childish. haha.whole afternoon is spent in the cme project and making of this blog. literature learn about anne frank. Quite like the story but not teachers teaching. almost fall asleep.hope that tomorrows performence would be okay, i mean great. wish me all the best.

baby born. aka new blog new post

ya! Finally creat a nice blog to share with everybody. Thank u Mei Jin for helping me with blog creation. Hope that u all will enjoy the time reading my blog. And will smile when u look at it.
come and visit it often.