2011 the start of a new year, everything changes including my blog hahas! however, i don tink that i will be posting alot for the next few months till o level is over. so yap..... the sec 1 came today . they somehow seem innocent to me . lots of things happen to me recently. only those who are close to me will know it. so have been feeling a bit crazy in my thinkings. so please forgive me when you think that i am talking a bit overboard.quite troubled now worrying over exams and family life. things are getting complicated in my life. now, i am slowly not understanding whats life is about. i am lossing the goal of my life. recently, one of my close friend committed suicide . although i don't really know what she did it..... but i am sure she must be suffering a lot. really miss her. she has a very good character who actually helped me a lot when i needed her help . always thinking of others before her. i will always remember her and put her in my heart..... miss you alot my good friend. hope that you will lead a happy life in another world.
sometimes i wonder whats life in the other world about. is it really very happy and dreamy in the other world?
maybe one day i will find out.....
although family life is a failure, i still hope that school life will go well....
