finally came to post again

had been through lots of events during this period of time. came back from nco camp. wat a torture is that camp. but on the other hand, had made a number of friends. those friends were the ones who will help you when u are in trouble or whenu really need help. i also when to my aunt's house. played cluedo with my cousins and their girlfriend. that game is real fun!! should try playing if u haven't . fall in love with the song cha soo kyung from cruel temptation theme song. that song let me thought about my life. reallylife is torturous. some people who appears nice, actually can be the one who backstab u causing to be ........ from hearing of all of the experiences my family faces and the problems i have gone through. i only can say that never trust anyone even the one who u like greatly as they may be the one who hurt u the most.
i really thank my mom for her chrismas gift. mom, i really like it alot.

to people who one to know the feeling of hurt. it is like being in the darkness with no light being shone. only u are there to save yourself. no one an save u. all the things u can't tell anyone. its secret that can really be hard to keep.even if u want to say, it is difficult.

i want to say sorry to ***** *** for not telling u the truth.... i have being regretting it for years.. . i don"tknow if u will read my blog but i am truely sorry.
u must be hating me alot. for my chrismas wish, i hope that u will forgive me.

i am back from torture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just came back from bnco course. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so the damn tiring. everybody herre ache there ache. keep on kanna scolding. have to run here and march there. want to die liao. once i reach back home, its already 10+.and i woke up at5. it is totally shit. still have to go for exam which is sat. and the camp which is from 17 - 20. i am going to die soon. but this camp alos quite fun lar. got made quite a no. of new friends. after nco pass out ceremony, i am promoted!!! to become a non-commissioned officer. then maybe next year will go to anco. my grp columba rocks!!!!! keep on get scolding because i don noe why too. the officers damn fierce. give orders quite complicated.but, it doesn't matter now. i had gone through the training already. ya!!!!! now only hope that the camp is fun. the camp fire theme is gaga night. quite excited. now, my whole body is in pain so will post more when i feel okay. byeeeeee

so happy!!!

today, i spent time at home wrapping my textbooks for school. yesterday, i went to watch 2012 with qiao. that show totally rocks , quite touching too. (being emotional now haha) then i went to mac with qiao and her mom. we chat for a while then went to library . just receive my bnco news..... so worried..... yesterday i also had a quarrel with my mom. haiz.. shall not elaborate anyway, i don think so that anyone can understand my feelings. how i wish that i an have someone with me to talk to. if there is no one i am really afraid that i will turn crazy and go to quiet mode. which means talking to no one at all. okay lets change subject ... if not it is gonna to be boring.

i heard ppl saying that new moon is nice to watch and some they say that it is not nice. maybe i will not the movie in cinema but wait till it is upload on youtube. i feel like watching a horror movie. is there anyone who wants to invite me to watch a horror show in vcd or dvd form? tag in my tag board if u want to .next week will be my bnco camp. wish me goodluck!!!!

flag day!!!

Today went to st john hq. damn tired had to wake up at 5.30 am!!! we went there to count the total amount of money for flag day our schoolhad collected. haiz... another 20 days to bnco camp damn frekking!!! my mum is there chasing me to stop using com. so i will update more tomorrow!!!




see u and stay tune to my blog.haha!:D

life as usual

today as usual stayed at home doing nothing as there is really nothing for me to do. i am now helping to do housework .Later might accompany my mum to singapore expo for john little sales. ya! might be going to watch movie with qiao .so happy! at home i had being thinking about my future life, what i really want to become. now, i still had not come to a conclusion. haha let me have my happy thinking now

byeeeee!!!!

books day!!!

today went to buy my school textbooks. wah! damn heavy . i thought that i am going to die soon of the weight. haha thanks for my dad help, i manage to survive. yesterday i went back to school for flag day. which is asking ppl to donate money. i went to yishun, sembawang, admirity and khatib. it is damn tiring, being under the sun for the whole day worstill need to smile at people for the whole morning like as if i am begging them for money. next time when i see ppl like me asking for donation using tin, i must donate at least a 10 cent as it is really very tring for ppl to ask for money and being rejected somehow. yesterday while asking for donation, i got a chance to look at people expression and the way peple walk. some it is really very funny. haha shall keep the joke to myself. i was lucky enough to see erica at khatib when i was asking people for donation.



Did anybody watch singapore idol yesterday. wow! i think that this year singapore idol rocks compared to last year. i really think that there might be a chance for a female singapore idol this year as the two female Tabitha nauser and sylvia ratonel are great. one is pretty , able to express her performance greatly and the other is good at singing infact, i think that her singing is the best.

lokking forward to a female singapore idol!!!:D okay, now is movie session. i really want to watch 2012. can anybody accompany me to watch. call me if anybody want to watch with me. oh ya ! i also want to watch the movie case 39 it looks nice to watch when i see the preview.

this is the end of the post today hope that all my friends and school mates will enjoy this school holiday!!!!

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okay so far at home doing nothing. just created a facebook account and twitter too for the sake of fun. trm going for flag day ask ppl to donate money. haiz.. hope that it will be fun trm.

see u.