for these few months lots of things had happen ... both sad and happy. sometimes, i really don't understand what my parents are thinking. they always do things without caring about my feelings. i really felt that i am just living by myself as most of the time i am alone. friends are of limited help to me. they can't really help me solve any problems at all. will be going to malaysia on the 26 nov. during the trip, i will sort out my feelings ...... this holiday really rest alot doing my favourite stuff. enjoying it tho... okays enough of bloging i gotta go to school now.