today sec 1 orientation

2011 the start of a new year, everything changes including my blog hahas! however, i don tink that i will be posting alot for the next few months till o level is over. so yap..... the sec 1 came today . they somehow seem innocent to me . lots of things happen to me recently. only those who are close to me will know it. so have been feeling a bit crazy in my thinkings. so please forgive me when you think that i am talking a bit overboard.quite troubled now worrying over exams and family life. things are getting complicated in my life. now, i am slowly not understanding whats life is about. i am lossing the goal of my life. recently, one of my close friend committed suicide . although i don't really know what she did it..... but i am sure she must be suffering a lot. really miss her. she has a very good character who actually helped me a lot when i needed her help . always thinking of others before her. i will always remember her and put her in my heart..... miss you alot my good friend. hope that you will lead a happy life in another world.
sometimes i wonder whats life in the other world about. is it really very happy and dreamy in the other world?
maybe one day i will find out.....
although family life is a failure, i still hope that school life will go well....

for these few months lots of things had happen ... both sad and happy. sometimes, i really don't understand what my parents are thinking. they always do things without caring about my feelings. i really felt that i am just living by myself as most of the time i am alone. friends are of limited help to me. they can't really help me solve any problems at all. will be going to malaysia on the 26 nov. during the trip, i will sort out my feelings ...... this holiday really rest alot doing my favourite stuff. enjoying it tho... okays enough of bloging i gotta go to school now.

Time to blog again!!!
Long time i have never blog. Had been busy for these few months! just went for SJAB AGI had to stand for 1 hr 30 mins...... wow really very long time huh? hahas! this holiday had a rest finally! really happy! thats why i had the time to blog.......
changing my phone this holiday! hope that i will get a better and nicer phone ! daddy pls get me a good phone! hahas
korean dramas really had the power to touch people! the actors and actresses can really get into the drama emotions... making people cry! hope that all the actors and actresses can get the spirit of them! good luck !!!!
end of year is coming soon..... had to work hard! this holiday had a lot of holiday home work...... must complete it as soon as possible! had meet some of my old friends this holiday! really feeling great! this holiday.... i had learn to cherish everything i had and be happy with it! do not be greedy or u will lose more! looking forward to the mass Cpr event ! singapore record at vivocity! i am sure that this event will be very fun!
hope that i will be happy and smile everyday!

yesterday just emcee with dhurga for the prefect investiture. haiz... damn busy nowadays...today going to host another group of foreigners again ! somehow quite excited!
nothing else to post. kays bye!

today is more of a relaxing day. woke up at 11 then meet ms chong, jess , divya and rajini at breeks to discuss about sjab camp. we order drinks and it taste quite okay. but i thought that mine was quite sweet. hahas!!! then we saw mr rethi and he came to sit with us. we talk about pink his favourite colour . forcing the sec 1 to have a pink file. hahas my batch. we did laugh at his jokes or words . thats all for today........ oh ya!!! to people who want to ask me to go out, i might not be able too as my mum would definitely not allow me too go out. plus, i am damn busy.....sry. perhaps during the next holiday.:D

yay! tomorrow the last day of school. holiday had a really packed schedule. practically no time to rest. today is considered fun. played stress, cheat,21 dots (black jack) and murderer. damn fun. played during biology for 2 hrs. long right....... hahas too back POA pupils can't enjoy. today almost got tricked by erica for saying that today will release at 12 due to mdm koh's farewell party. hahaas! anyway, later i will be going back to school for vietnam meeting. at around 7. the vietnam pupils will come during july. not really excited about hosting but the fun with vietnamese students. quite scared as i did not host any students before.
write till here today cause there is nothing left for me to write. byeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its such a long time i have stop blogging. hahas lots of stuff happen during this long period .Especially the sad stuff. LOTS......... exams results is not satisfying....... did not expect to have so lousy results. almost cried in class. but luckily i still have close friends like jess, erica and many more who cared for me. jess especially had indeed gave me lots of encouragement before my bio exams as i had difficulties memorising the stuff. almost had a brain dead after the gruelling exams.
thanks to my america, California, friend too. thanks alot BloodRedSin!!!! although we chat through internet, but i could sense your caring heart towards me thanks. thank you daddy mommy , even though you had know my results, you did not scold me yet surprisingly encouraged me to work even harder. i will as i had promised to work even harder.

yesterday had BBQ with sjab members. had FUN!!!!!! hahas:) took lots of photos and happy that ppl praised that the food i had BBQed is niced. we played dog and bone and three legged at east coast paark it is damn fun. rajipuni.......... u had tied the rope reallt too hard. haha my annkle really hurts. had difficulty in walking now. maybe tomorrow will be better.
on the way back home yesterday, jess is really funny and blur. she slept in the bus. then after we got out, she walk the wrong way. hahas 1st thing. 2nd thing, we went to uncle tibits to buy sweets. i bought sour mix mentos. and she bought fruit plus. the cashier told me to pay 80 cents instead, jess replied her" huh? aunty wo mei you 8 mao." i was like shocked and told her, the aunty is talking to me. hahas:) the 3rd thing, we walked to bus interchange..... we met gopal our sjab senior. he asked if np sells fish porrige and jess heard it as free porrige. the LAST thing when jess reached to her bus stop, she hit a guy. hahas you all should have seen the expression. it is damn funny.
because of her, i had been thinking of it whole day long and ended up laughing to myself. my mom thoughtt that i went mad due to stress from exam marks. almost brought to mental hospital. jess all thanks to u!!!!!!
thats all for today byeeeeee:D

here to update you:

have not being blogging cause there is really lots of stuff to do like now!!! i am running against time. i have to study a math, do debate stuff, and of course prepare for chemistry test. lots of stuff to do. so the damn busy.

for the past few weeks have been preparing for first aid competition. finally it is over. yeh!!!! yesterday just went to a birthday party. it is so fun. we throw flour at each other. hahas!!! ended up, me, kelyn and jess when home with flour literally. at the bus, alot of ppl were like staring at us as if we were barbarians. anyway, really had lots of fun with flour war and bombing.

speech day is coming. lots of stuff to do.

okay i really have to go now or else i will have to stay up very late to do work. byeeee readers.

sweet dreams.:Doh ya!!!! damn frustrated with jess. jess you know why right?

i am now damn addicted to cruel temptation. its a great drama highly recommended by me. Had been watching movies for the past few weeks like the legion , percy jackon and the light thief.
both are awesome movies. LUV IT!! anyway long time no post. shall say about tests. had alot during this few weeks. so tired. and ,,,,, i did not score well. so sad:( Had this friend from united states . she is damn cool. had a nice time chatting with her about stuff. first aid competition coming soon. haiz....... damn scared or perhaps worried cause there had lots of other strong opponent. shall not care about it. don't get last will already be happy. will be doing public duty this friday.

to schoolmates: do your best for cross country !!! you have my support.

to classmates: do our best 3e1 we can do it.!!:D jia yous!!!

to close friends: haha !!ts just slack!!!

damn lame.......................................

ya my computer is back to plant earth again after being repaired

wow first time had a title so long. want to watch the movie jump!!! so sad no time. ohya almost forget. today is a very important day as it is jess birthday. jess HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! wish that u will hav success forever. haha! anyway just now when i am coming back home. i saw my neighbor and he talk to me in hokkien. wtf!!! i could not hear a single word that he is saying. then he go around bragging that i do not know how to speak hokkein. feeling like killing him now!!!just now when for ne and play a shooting game. forgot what it is calles. then went to concourse and saw the usual gang. qiao mei jin and mei yu and chat with them. then donnoe why suddenly become so hyper until now. must be i very long never go to qiao hospital thats is wat they say.





last speech of the day: I HATE HOKKIEN IT SUCKS!!!!!!!

really had a busy life

whoo!!!! 2010 such nice numbers. but yet, i still had a busy life. instead, it is busier in studies and school activities now. so tired. i think i will have a breakdown soon. might be screaming at people. haha just kidding. anyway i went mac to have my count down. sounds weird right. just when there and chit chat with my friends. thats why i have my count down there. anyway, jess ask if want to go to vivo for this year countdown. i want to go but i doubt so i could cause i need to focus on o levels so as i can get into a good jc. trm had to stay back for ne thingy. haiz...... then friday got cca. sian .damn....... going to stop now

finally came to post again

had been through lots of events during this period of time. came back from nco camp. wat a torture is that camp. but on the other hand, had made a number of friends. those friends were the ones who will help you when u are in trouble or whenu really need help. i also when to my aunt's house. played cluedo with my cousins and their girlfriend. that game is real fun!! should try playing if u haven't . fall in love with the song cha soo kyung from cruel temptation theme song. that song let me thought about my life. reallylife is torturous. some people who appears nice, actually can be the one who backstab u causing to be ........ from hearing of all of the experiences my family faces and the problems i have gone through. i only can say that never trust anyone even the one who u like greatly as they may be the one who hurt u the most.
i really thank my mom for her chrismas gift. mom, i really like it alot.

to people who one to know the feeling of hurt. it is like being in the darkness with no light being shone. only u are there to save yourself. no one an save u. all the things u can't tell anyone. its secret that can really be hard to keep.even if u want to say, it is difficult.

i want to say sorry to ***** *** for not telling u the truth.... i have being regretting it for years.. . i don"tknow if u will read my blog but i am truely sorry.
u must be hating me alot. for my chrismas wish, i hope that u will forgive me.

i am back from torture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just came back from bnco course. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so the damn tiring. everybody herre ache there ache. keep on kanna scolding. have to run here and march there. want to die liao. once i reach back home, its already 10+.and i woke up at5. it is totally shit. still have to go for exam which is sat. and the camp which is from 17 - 20. i am going to die soon. but this camp alos quite fun lar. got made quite a no. of new friends. after nco pass out ceremony, i am promoted!!! to become a non-commissioned officer. then maybe next year will go to anco. my grp columba rocks!!!!! keep on get scolding because i don noe why too. the officers damn fierce. give orders quite complicated.but, it doesn't matter now. i had gone through the training already. ya!!!!! now only hope that the camp is fun. the camp fire theme is gaga night. quite excited. now, my whole body is in pain so will post more when i feel okay. byeeeeee

so happy!!!

today, i spent time at home wrapping my textbooks for school. yesterday, i went to watch 2012 with qiao. that show totally rocks , quite touching too. (being emotional now haha) then i went to mac with qiao and her mom. we chat for a while then went to library . just receive my bnco news..... so worried..... yesterday i also had a quarrel with my mom. haiz.. shall not elaborate anyway, i don think so that anyone can understand my feelings. how i wish that i an have someone with me to talk to. if there is no one i am really afraid that i will turn crazy and go to quiet mode. which means talking to no one at all. okay lets change subject ... if not it is gonna to be boring.

i heard ppl saying that new moon is nice to watch and some they say that it is not nice. maybe i will not the movie in cinema but wait till it is upload on youtube. i feel like watching a horror movie. is there anyone who wants to invite me to watch a horror show in vcd or dvd form? tag in my tag board if u want to .next week will be my bnco camp. wish me goodluck!!!!

flag day!!!

Today went to st john hq. damn tired had to wake up at 5.30 am!!! we went there to count the total amount of money for flag day our schoolhad collected. haiz... another 20 days to bnco camp damn frekking!!! my mum is there chasing me to stop using com. so i will update more tomorrow!!!




see u and stay tune to my blog.haha!:D

life as usual

today as usual stayed at home doing nothing as there is really nothing for me to do. i am now helping to do housework .Later might accompany my mum to singapore expo for john little sales. ya! might be going to watch movie with qiao .so happy! at home i had being thinking about my future life, what i really want to become. now, i still had not come to a conclusion. haha let me have my happy thinking now

byeeeee!!!!

books day!!!

today went to buy my school textbooks. wah! damn heavy . i thought that i am going to die soon of the weight. haha thanks for my dad help, i manage to survive. yesterday i went back to school for flag day. which is asking ppl to donate money. i went to yishun, sembawang, admirity and khatib. it is damn tiring, being under the sun for the whole day worstill need to smile at people for the whole morning like as if i am begging them for money. next time when i see ppl like me asking for donation using tin, i must donate at least a 10 cent as it is really very tring for ppl to ask for money and being rejected somehow. yesterday while asking for donation, i got a chance to look at people expression and the way peple walk. some it is really very funny. haha shall keep the joke to myself. i was lucky enough to see erica at khatib when i was asking people for donation.



Did anybody watch singapore idol yesterday. wow! i think that this year singapore idol rocks compared to last year. i really think that there might be a chance for a female singapore idol this year as the two female Tabitha nauser and sylvia ratonel are great. one is pretty , able to express her performance greatly and the other is good at singing infact, i think that her singing is the best.

lokking forward to a female singapore idol!!!:D okay, now is movie session. i really want to watch 2012. can anybody accompany me to watch. call me if anybody want to watch with me. oh ya ! i also want to watch the movie case 39 it looks nice to watch when i see the preview.

this is the end of the post today hope that all my friends and school mates will enjoy this school holiday!!!!

blogged

okay so far at home doing nothing. just created a facebook account and twitter too for the sake of fun. trm going for flag day ask ppl to donate money. haiz.. hope that it will be fun trm.

see u.

i am back

wow vietnam is real cool!!! there is loads of fun there. i know i had no tbeing updating my blog lately . it is because i am having a great fun in vietnam. i really am promoting the next batch of pupils or sch mates to go. u will really not regret. there are also lots of interesting stories there among my frenzs. shall not eleborate. haha curiousity!! i am now at home resting .

to Hanh : u are a real good buddy. i will cherished the moment with u . looking forward next year in seeing u!!:D

flying to vietnam soon

yesterday night watch movies with my parents at causeway point. the movie is call " poker king". the movie is really FUNNY:D !!!!!! highly recommended. had dinner at a restaurant called
i forgot the name nvm forget about it. it is quite nice. now packing my stuff to vietnam haha.
mmmm maybe when i come back then i will say about the trip to vietnam




post will end here today byeeeeees!!!!!!!